bitter-flies

i was stumbled by these question,
'what do you really want in your life?'
'what is it you really want to do as a career?'
i could not really answer it.
or rather,
i found it rather high in difficulty for such a simple question
prolly, i have always been too naive
thinking everything that i want comes easy.
who am i to say working life is easy?
I not even eaten stale bread to get pass the hard times.
being practical,
being able to set apart wants and needs,
and be practical about career choices.
yet,
whats on my mind was about the time i have to give up.
my freedom and fun time.
i guess i really need a wake up call.